wow. i've almost forgotten about this site.

the last week or so, i've been so anxious to use my time wisely and be productive (because it's my last week before work). and i miss sitting down to read God's word without a schedule, to think and ponder and meditate without the nagging feeling of needing to do the next thing.

i had a really good chat with my pastor today. i told him what was going on the past few weeks, and he prayed about what advice to give me. so this morning, i had my own personalized message from my pastor, just for me. i feel so special. i was reminded that my search wasn't over yet, that there is still much to find and discover. and although i have a job, my questions of identity and purpose and direction are still unanswered. there's something significant that God has planned for my life - and my quest is to find that. sure it'll take time. but i will continue searching, even as i work.

the Lord has much to teach me, and i have much growing to do. i must keep on asking that He work in me, through me, and around me.


Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
~Matt 7:7~