so there was about a 60 minute difference between when i planned to get up and when i actually did. the difference would’ve been bigger if it wasn’t for the phone call that woke me up. so i’m thankful for the phone call, not only because it got me out of bed, but that it was also to inform me that i have an interview (Tuesday 4pm if u feel called to pray)

i was very tempted to nap at about 5pm – and i knew i would’ve given in if i didn’t call someone. so i did. and i didn’t nap. it worked like a charm.

so i spent alot of time seeking God today. but nothing really struck me. i’m not even sure what i’m expecting to happen. something hopefully. and i’m not sure what i’ll do if nothing really happens. hm. that would be discouraging. i’m already losing hope and it’s only been the first day.

in the end, i just want to please God. but i’m not sure how exactly to do it sometimes. ack. i feel like a mess.

a friend asked me a question today: at the end of your life, what would you like people to remember you for?
that gives me something to think about.

Jeremiah 6:16
This is what the Lord says: “Stand at the crossroads and look; ask for the ancient paths, ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls”