so i've got a problem. some would call it unmotivation. some would call it apathy. i think it's just laziness. here are the symptons:
1) pressing the snooze button on average... 8.7 times a day. and each snooze gives me 9 more minutes
2) taking naps whenever i feel like it
3) taking naps whenever i don't feel like doing anything else
4) sitting around and just thinking, when i've slept too much already and can't sleep anymore

ok. so it's not a huge problem all the time. but i am having trouble with this. i have good days and bad days. and hopefully, by posting up what i do every day, and knowing friends are reading it, i'll overcome this struggle.

i'm reading a book called "how people grow" by dr henry cloud and dr john townsend. here's a quote from it: "we have to die to self. we must realize that we have failed and that we have no hope of reaching the life we desire in and of ourselves". and another quote: "people need two sorts of relationships to grow: the divine and the human. depend on God and people".

so i'm depending on God and on you guys. i ask that u keep me in prayer. and call me at anytime to check up on me, to make sure i'm being a good steward of my time. for this time is not mine, but God's.

thanks. i do appreciate it. let me know how i can pray for u and how i can keep you accountible.



Proverbs 6
9 How long will you lie there, you sluggard?
When will you get up from your sleep?
10 A little sleep, a little slumber,
a little folding of the hands to rest-
11 and poverty will come on you like a bandit
and scarcity like an armed man.